Thursday, July 2, 2009

Dream boards

After a full day of doing very little, I just had to stand up and get moving. A short walk from the sofa to the study. A good 30 paces.....at least...phew. Normally I have a very hard time sitting still...I do like to stay busy. Just not today. Although I was feeling under the weather....
I woke up just feeling like the stars were aligned, the universe smiling down on me.
Oh yeah...don't ya love those days?? That always leads
to phoning or texting dear friends and family members with words of appreciation, inspiration,
and genuine affection. A little ironic really, in light of the fact that 2 days ago I was having thoughts that made me question if Munchausen by proxy was a probability....except I have no desire for attention from Doctors (unless it is that deelishus Dr. Travis...A former bachelor on the ABC show). Therefore the visions of strangling my bickering children were just typical for a stressed out mom....right? Yeah..well...don't judge me. Moving on.....
Feeling empowered, I went from sitting on the sofa, to sprawling on the floor with my "dream board". I cut out affirmations, photos of places I plan to visit, goals I want to achieve,
even clips of little (and not so little) objects I hope to own. I am strong, capable, willing and able
to make things happen for myself. The time has come....life is short...no more delays or excuses. I'm not thirty anymore...just don't tell Dr. Travis.